Well again I don't quite know what I am writing here.....

*sits for about 15 minutes staring at at the screen thinking..*

OK, well I heard this song on Sunday at EPM... Someone sung it so awesomely, I was awestruck from the lyrics of the song, and have listened to it over and over again..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIfuYyBAlRU&feature=avmsc2

What am I?

I realized in the last few days, I am actually only a person. I should not be going on at God about how things are not going as "planned" because I am actually human, and He is God. I don't actually have the right to go around saying I don't like you anymore cause this is not going my way!! I should be thankful for what God has already done in my life, and is doing, ad is going ot do.. Even if I can not see it.

well, this is my ponderings for now...

BUT I WANT THAT GOD!

I am so glad that I serve a God who doesn't always give me what I want.

Cause if He did, well... Life would SUCK!

Today I am putting it very bluntly.

God knows the plans He has for us. We don't know His full plan.

So when we ask for stuff to happen that is not what God completely wants , we stop asking for His perfect plan.

Would this really help?

Doing what we think is best, instead of what God wants?

Over the years I've asked for many things from God.

A lot of them, what I wanted for my life, not what was His plan.

I realize now, that if He had given me what I had asked for, I wouldn't have been able to continue on now.

I would have not been about to handle the stress.

Also I wouldn't have been able to do the stuff He had planned, which was even better!

God has better plans for my life, than I have. I need to learn to surrender to His Will. His Perfect Will.

Ask yourself "Am I asking for what God wants, or what I want?"

Why aren't are arms reaching?

Why am I here...

Again, I have no idea at the moment what I am going to write about today..

As I sit here, I wonder why there is

So much hatred,
So much pain,
So rejection,
So much hopelessness, in this world....

I don't understand...

If every Christian stood up for what they believed in, this world would be a different place.
Many sources say that 2.1 billion people are Christians today.. That is a third of the population!!

Imagine what the world would be like if we actually united as the body of Christ....

If we shone our Jesus' light for the world to see there is hope, there is freedom, there is acceptance, there is love...

Would this world be different? How many more people would know Christ for who He is?

"Here is a true message:

"If we died with Christ,

we will live with him.

If we don't give up,

we will rule with him.

If we deny

that we know him,

he will deny

that he knows us.

If we are not faithful,

he will still be faithful.

Christ cannot deny

who he is." - 2 Timothy 2:11-13 (CEV)

Are you letting Christ shine through you??

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kAWeHo8E70E

Casting crowns is an awesome song...

think about he lyrics...